Compulsion | SD Stalzer
I keep checking
my email app
repeatedly
refreshing
every few
minutes
for that
response
I needed
hours ago
over again
and over
hoping
the letter
I wait for
impatiently
arrives
faster
each
time.
I keep checking
my email app
repeatedly
refreshing
every few
minutes
for that
response
I needed
hours ago
over again
and over
hoping
the letter
I wait for
impatiently
arrives
faster
each
time.
My college roommate drove a black Mustang
He told me Friday he drove to his ex-girlfriend’s house and parked on the street, staring up at her window
A day later he wrecked his Mustang into a telephone pole
I wonder if he thought of her
Neither a foul nor friendly smell, but odd,
Unfamiliar, both intriguing and heightening
her anxiety that perhaps this was something she created.
The rotting oranges in the bottom of the fruit basket,
the mildewed towels scattered on the floor?
The rusty pipes, or the neglected cat’s litter box,
The weight of accumulating waste,
its lingering odor seeping into the walls,
finally dusting on the seams of
her fine hairs under the chin,
in the delicate creases
of her knuckles disturbing
the core of cleanliness
she so earnestly strived for.