His brown eyes open,
absorbing every experience
that has been his to know.
A looking back, sorting
mangled bolts of history.
His story. His remembering.
With dying hands he strokes
the threads that have
unraveled around him.
He blinks, and he lets
a single teardrop glisten
on his lived in face.
There are miracles and
there are no miracles.
Either way, the prognosis
is what it is. He knows
everything he knows
and yet he
knows almost nothing.
Tall buildings and concrete streets.
City traffic on major roads.
People. So many people
occupying the urban sprawl.
In the midst of all this he
speculates on any number
of significant resolutions.
How cold his heart feels!
How resigned and dark
are his thought patterns!
With gratitude, perhaps,
he reminds himself that
one thing often leads
to another. There is
neither rhyme nor reason
to what is to come.
And when the droning
that inhabits his thinking
becomes too loud to hear,
he can shut his eyes.
Close them tight.
Let his eyelids be
his entire world
and
sit
like
a
rubber
hammer
banging
nails
into
his
heart.
